It takes more courage to suffer than to die.

You sit on your bathroom floor every night holding a knife close to your chest ‘cause no matter how insane it sounds to others, it makes you feel a little sane..? Life has got to the point of falling asleep crying and waking up crying. You have this pain in your chest that is running…

You’re not as ____ as you think you’re.

You are sinking but it is not like you are trying to swim. You don’t feel the sudden rush of adrenaline in your body. You feel calm. It is almost like you have come to terms with it. A peaceful acceptance. But you see a light shining from above the water. For a moment you…

Battle scars.

Pain. Does pain make you turn away from yourself? Pain makes people turn away from almost anything. It is such a simple word but such a complex feeling.  Pain can make you do things you would never have imagined to do. Such as, reaching out for the sleeping pills hidden in the drawer of your…